AlmightyBrandon

"Umm..more to come. Sorry, I'm so tired."

That was the last sentence of my last blog...a year ago. Hmm, there is something wrong there. Anyways, I'm finally updating. I don't think anyone reads this anymore because, well, I haven't updated in a year so I can't complain.

In October 2006 I moved out of my parent's house into an apartment. WOOT finally starting my life!!!! (nope). It sucks, I can barely afford rent/utilities while working at Starbucks. After my lease is up I'm moving back home so I can go to school. I want...no...I need to go to school. I'm not going to be working at Sbux for the rest of my life, or retail, or anything close to it. I want to be in the medical field badly.

So I really love the people I work with at Starbucks, but I haaaate the pay and I hate the work. I also hate coffee. So I'm about to get another job. It's a company called Oasis...something something. I don't know the full name. All I know is that they build/prepare landfills to be used. I will be working in Puerto Rico for a few months which will be really amazing. I have been there once on a cruise, it was nice, so I'm hoping I will be close to San Juan, the capital.

I haven't talked to the people who use to read this in a long time. How are you guys? I miss you all. I'm really horrible at staying in touch, sorry?

My AIM screen name is Atownbirdman, in case I haven't updated anyone. Well that's about all I can think of right now to say. I mean, there is more, but it's boring and I don't really want to put it on Livejournal at this time.

Goal: Start making videos for Youtube.

I'm still alive, I promise!

Hmm let's see. In the past 3 months I have...dropped out of school and done nothing with my life. I'm going back in the summer, but not to the same one. I was just really sick of Southern Polytechnic State. SIIIICK. I'm going to a local college to do a medical degree, which I will have so much more fun with. Umm..more to come. Sorry, I'm so tired.

You know, some people can be really really shallow. Just because a person looks different doesn't mean they are lesser than you as a human being. Fat, deformed, diseased...if you make fun of them then you are the lesser person. Don't talk bad about people, it's not nice.

Starting today I'm not going to let anyone talk bad about my friends, not even my friends that hate my other friends. If you have something to say about one of them then just keep your mouth shut or else it might be shut by me. Ok? Ok....

Moral: Shallow people suck

One of my best friends, Kris, is moving back this weekend after having moved to Florida over a year ago. I'm really excited. The trio will re-unite. Sammy, Kris, and I. I can't wait.

You lose one you gain one, right? that's what I want to believe anyways

If I slept through every second of life, would my dreams become my life? ANSWER IT...or die

Pooooooooooooooooooooooost.

It's been too long. Let's see...

Kris, one of my best friends, came to Georgia not too long ago, maybe a month ago, for Christmas. He stayed for three weeks. He moved to Florida last year so I haven't seen him much at all, hopefully he will be moving back up here. Seeing him always makes me think of how I use to be because that's how I was when I first met him. I was shy, quiet, nice, I stood away from the crowd. Now I'm outgoing, social, I like to be in the crowd,....cocky. Yeah, I am more social, but I had to give some part of me up to do that. I'm not sure I like who I am now. I think I will try to go back to who I use to be, or maybe stick in the middle.

Um, what else has happened? Not much at all, Ashley (my other best friend) went to Florida for a month because her boyfriend was going to school there, but they are back. That was a really boring month, I had no one to hang out with until the end when Kris came. Ever since she's gotten back I have felt really uneasy when I hang out with her. I always seem to be getting into arguments with Justin, her boyfriend. Everytime. I guess it's because we are both opinionated, but I don't know. I'll have to think on that one...maybe I need to do some "soul searching" before I hang out with my friends again. I think that will be a good idea. I need to find out who I want to be, because right now I am about 3 different people.

School has started back up which really sucks. My schedule blows, it's so unorganized. Um, more to come later, I'm watching T.V. so I can't really think...stupid ADD.

Ok this is only funny to those people who play MMORPGs...more specifically World of Warcraft.
( WoW greatness )

Dear Santa... Dear Santa, This year I've been busy! Last Saturday I gave iamtamtamiam a life-saving blood transfusion (50 points). In May I committed genocide... Sorry about that, darkoutside (-5000 points). In July I ruled Canada as a kind and benevolent dictator (700 points). Last Friday I gave nugburns a wet willie, then I took it back (-5 points). In November I broke xapocalipstickx's X-Box (-12 points). Overall, I've been naughty (-4267 points). For Christmas I deserve a lump of coal! Sincerely, almightybrandon

Write your letter to Santa! Enter your LJ username:

Dear Santa... Dear Santa, This year I've been busy! In October I caught a purse-snatcher who stole weazleby's purse (30 points). Last Saturday I gave neonlivgiraffe a kidney (1000 points). In March cemeteryromance and I robbed a bank (-50 points). In February on a flight to Vancouver, I stole the emergency flight information card (-40 points). In November I helped inkflowers hide a body (-173 points). Overall, I've been nice (767 points). For Christmas I deserve a Lego set! Sincerely, almightybrandon

Write your letter to Santa! Enter your LJ username:

MAREN! How could you?!?!

So I'm thinking about moving out. The rent is $277 a month plus utilities which is about...$100 I believe. That's $377 a month. Plus my car insurance, which I'm not sure, but I believe it's around $100 a month so that's about $477. Plus gas..$100 a month? So $577 a month to move out. I don't have a job...I go to school....

Is that even possible? I mean of course I would get a job, probably a full time job, but still. I don't think I could do school AND a job. I'm not sure, I need to think about it a lot. I'm so jealous..uhg

Ehh, ok so I just found out that there is no way I'm going to be able to pass Psychology. There isn't really any use in going anymore I guess..so I'm just not going to go. I hated that class anyways, the teacher sucked. I really don't like college. It's like a set up for failure for me. I slack off and don't do my work and I know it's my fault but it's because I absolutely HATE school. If I could just go part time to a community college that would be so awesome. Then I could get a full time job and move out. Ehhh, I hate life. I'm going to talk to my parents about it. Oh well. My first semester of college = sucks

Short post because I'm freakin tired!

Saw Harry Potter. Beginning was way rushed, ending was rushed, a lot was missing *of course*...but I really liked it. More details later

Don't you ever feel like you just can't get away; away from people, stress, loved ones, enemies, the world?

Don't you deserve your own privacy? Why do they always ask who, where, and what?

What is leading YOUR life? Are you in control of the steering wheel or are you the student driver?

Are you really in love or are you just afraid of letting go?

Are you happy? Are you faking it?

What do you WANT to say? What do you think you have to say?

Shouldn't you control everything about you? Are you sharing your life with a loved one? Why? Don't you both deserve separate lives?

Sooo...I don't think I will be keeping my HOPE, which is really really....really bad. For you non-Georgia residents, HOPE is the Georgia scholarship that pays for all of your school if you keep a B average in high school and throughout college. Meh, my parents are going to kill me for sure. The cost of school + books is about...$2,000 per semester. With HOPE we only pay about $300 since HOPE doesn't pay for all of your books. Ehhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh, I'm nervous

So people change. I know I've changed a lot over the years. Everyone changes.

Friendships are broken and made between changing people. A lot of my friends have changed and some of my friendships haven't lasted and some have. Some are breaking and some are forming.

Meh, vague post. Oh well.

I haaaaaaaaaate when people invade my privacy.



...and oh yeah, everyone is getting one chance then they're OUT! So bring it on

Final Fantasy: Advent Children...RULES!!!!!!!kicks assssssssssssssssssss...rocks my sooooooooooooooooooooooocks....
In other words....its an emotional rollercoaster that takes turns at every corner that will leave you breathless..says Ashley. In my opinion....DOWNLOAD IT NOW!

I love Fall
I love looking out my window and seeing the leaves starting to turn yellow, red, and orange.
I love driving down backroads and seeing leaves fall in a certain area all together simotaneously *sp*.
I love school
I love walking a certain way from the D building to the J building.
I love when my English professor makes witty remarks.
I love driving
I love pulling up to a certain road and it being deserted, seeing leaves dance across the street.
I love driving at night with my windows down and the cold air rushing inside my car.
I love people
I love watching people all around me, seeing their facial expressions, the way they walk, hearing their laughter.
I love seeing people that I haven't seen in a long time and being able to talk to them like we never spent time apart.
I love life...because I can

I was so happy today and then all of a sudden I'm mad and angry and irritated and everything else negative. I don't know why, nothing caused it. I think something is wrong with me, but I don't know...probably some mental disorder. All of a sudden about 2 or 3 hours ago people just started to annoy the HELL out of me. Every word that they typed/said. And it's not only today, it's been like this for a while now...about 4 months or so. My mood changes without any stimuli. I go from angry to happy or happy to angry or happy to sad or sad to blankness in a matter of minutes. It's like there is a switch in my head that turns my moods off and on and the freakin machine has a virus or something. UHHHHG.

And lately I've been hurting people and I'm not caring. Even people close to me, I don't care if I make them cry or angry anymore. I don't know why...

Any theories? I need to go to a counselor or something. Back to the psychologist....

Life is going great. I've been really happy. I have been doing things that I want to do and everything is working out very well.

I've been thinking a lot lately about what I want to do with my life. Ever since I could remember I've always wanted to be a doctor/surgeon and work in a hospital. I think a doctor would be more realistic but I can't just rule out the surgeon dream. So why am I going to a school that specializes in engineering?! I don't know! I like computers, but I would be MUCH happier doing something that I want to do. The only problems I can think of in pursuing that dream is funds and my grades in high school. I mean, I had a B average but I don't think that's high enough. I don't know, I'm going to finish my year up at Southern Poly then think about it. It would be really really cool. And I could get an internship at a hospital..wow.

I went to a concert last night at the Masquerade. It was really fun. I like the whole Heaven/Hell thing. Basically there are two stages. The one upstairs is called Heaven and the one downstairs is Hell. And then there is a bar in the middle called Pergatory *sp*. But yeah, it was awesome. Sammy and I got there a little to early so we walked around a couple of blocks and found some cool places. The Drunken Unicorn looks awesome. I love that area, and now I know how to get there..woot.

I love my job. I'm seasonal help at Party City and I really really love the people that I work with. They are all teens/early 20's besides the managers. It's just a fun environment. I really like hanging out with Sammy she's cool and I always end up doing interesting things with her. I miss hanging out with Kyle, lately I feel like I've been neglecting some of my friends by only hanging out with one or two of them for a long period of time. I feel like I have favorites and I don't. I like all of my friends the same. I can't have a favorite. So yeah, I am going to start hanging out with everyone, but mostly Kyle because I haven't seen him in a long time, and because he's just awesome.

I really really wanted to go to the Coldplay concert 4 days ago. But oh well, I heard it was awesome. Speaking of concerts, I am going to see My Chemical Romance next Saturday, BUT I'm on the schedule to work..ahhh. I'm going to ask if I can have off and if I can't then I'll find someone to work it for me. And if no one can work it for me then...I'll be really mad and probably just not go in. I already bought the ticket for the concert..gah.

Well I need to go shower and then go to work. Later!

I am blue.
You are yellow.
I am blue.
You are orange.
I am blue.
You are red.
I am cool.
You are warm.
I am water.
You are fire.
I am green...
You aren't.

When something happens...it happens. So why do I linger? Lingering in the past means you aren't living in the present..which means you have no future..only past. So I need to live for now, and forget everything of the past.

This post is not important, only to me